That the most beautiful thing in life is not seen, but felt. #heartfelt :)

So in the end, my brittleness is the thing that made me strong with the mask it portrayed.

a grand cutting off from the grain of hope.

Despite what I do, you just do not feel it. Everything starts from what you want from me, you get it all now. But you are denying everything the moment you had enough of your fun. You come as you like, and you go as you want. What is there left for me to choose? Don't I have a right of say? So right now, the more you hate me, the bitter I feel. But for at least it'll cut me off from the struggles I face to get away from you. I really need to forget you. I need to be strong and proclaim myself back. So hate me, forsake me. It doesn't feel good, but at least it will make me feel better onward.  Time will heal, 








I guess. 

Equity.

Today,

It was 1.59, one minute to the start of equity and trust exam. You weren't there as I searched frantically for you, through each and every single corner of the hall. Talked and signalled almost everyone from afar, with the risk of getting barred for talking whilst during examination condition. Pleaded with three examiners to allow me to call you, and got screwed by them. Just in case your pea sized brain doesn't know, the Chief examiner warned me that I shall not be waited with that call I make. With the risk of my own time constraint, I called you anyway. With the look of the entire hall's eyes, I ran to my phone anyway. Every one was watching at me, running like a dog. All these are just for the search- of you. Not only did you not thank me, far from appreciation, you told me "Well, at most I'll just miss a half an hour of the exam, no biggie" Well thank you jeremy, late for your third year double module exam, with the risk of failing your final year, not able to graduate, I wonder if you even thought about these. Appreciate much. I just wish one day, when you have no one helping you that you would learn how to appreciate people. Oh no,only to dumb people like me in particular.

What is bersih all about? This person's words are kinda inspiring.

Q : Why do people need to go to Dataran to prove their point? The 8 main aims for Bersih and what it stands for is lost because of the dataran merdeka issue.
A  : One does need it for so many to converge... a mosque for people to pray, a stadium for sport, and a square to gather... Bersih just need to prove one point... numbers of people wanting to protest for free and fair election.


Q: And that point was proven even without the use of dataran merdeka... 80 000 people gathered on the street of our nations capital...

A : Why jam the street when there is the square?

Q :  The roads were being closed regardless. Personally being on the streets showed more conviction in a way.

A: A managed sit down protest will be better than one with teargas and running battle... I rest my case

Q: One question. Is Bersih a rally or a protest? Because there is quite a distinction between the two.... Around the world it was a rally. What was it in KL?

A: A walk in the park...

Awsomazing :)

This is shooooooo pweetyy can I have it :D

Every moment of pain resonates so much that it hurts.

16th April.

Frankly, I've been praying really hard for US. But I will say leave everything to god. May his will be done unto us, and get into the law school! Have faith in him shall we!! :D

I will get my dream job and work in my dream country. God will make that happen. :)

being strong is the only choice i have now.smile and brace up.

Leading Words.

When trials intrude to slow down your life,
It would be easy for you to give in;
But by perseverance you’ll overcome strife,
So just keep on plodding you can win.

I guess, overwhelming love over multitudes of transgression has did it again this time. I'll keep the faith going strong towards you :')

Its like a fairytale, all the beautiful times, realized i loved you in the first sight, this is me swallowing my pride, saying i'm alright,making sure we don't fall apart for heaven is the place on earth with you. but deep in my heart, i know that is not what you want or need , goodbye my love

Fret not..Just a lil bit more and I'll be gone.. Sorry for being annoying :/

the scary moment when a guy stalks you and tells you how pretty you are. and then, invites you to his home country. and then evaluates each and every single type of hairstyle you have and finally conclude you are very pretty. #can i block him already?

Magical Moments : To speak up and stand up for each other, together :)

I love you, GAN KOK FOO! :)

Take me seriously when I say that cuz I mean it. Hehe. OKAY?!

So now I know Jack Straw. Haha.

Like Jack Straw, Jeremy Santiago has a beautiful absomazing smile like he does. HAHAHAHA. Well, don't we just love them(him) :p Ohhh, What some smelly breaths omitted from my beloved! Haha! Oh well, on a second thought, life is not measured by the moments of breaths we take, but the moments that take our breath away. The walk in the morning had taken much of my breath away, like literally! So much fun yo :D

Thank you for the walk, darling. You just took my breathe away (both smelly and laughter) :P Finally walked the Pullens Lane to kill my curiosity! YEAHHHH.

Guess we should wake up early and do more walking, right? Next thing we should aim for, watch a sun rise, maybe?

不懂的幸福.

有一種感覺应该找不到像你这样的人....让我生命充满幸福傻傻的微笑,也充满“棋孝”...不懂我在笑什么,不懂我为什么喜欢你,也不懂你, 不懂我自己.真的不少的不懂.当看破一切的时候，才知道,当兩個人 在一起喜怒哀乐是自然过程. 只有你,可以让我有一个不懂的幸福(永遠).

camera 290312 : I just love yo silly face xx hehe! *sniffsniffsniff* 

  VOMITSSSSSSSSSSSSS. qqqqqqqqqqq

                                             

Just pray, and leave the rest to God.

Kiss Goodbye- Lee Hom.

It's just illogical how I would dream of you! hahah!